Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 12:46 AM
Hellloooooo. hahah. It might seemed ridiculous but I feel so so so much better than when I posted the last post. Superstar and Monster told me some stuff which made me realise that what I'm feeling now is stupid and I have so much more ahead of me. Although they really annoy the shit out of me most of the time but this time I'm really glad they are here. hahah :)
Feeling good! :):) hahah
When I count my blessings, I count you twice.
Thursday, June 17, 2010 @ 7:24 PM
@ 12:46 PM
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Hellloooooo. hahah. It might seemed ridiculous but I feel so so so much better than when I posted the last post. Superstar and Monster told me some stuff which made me realise that what I'm feeling now is stupid and I have so much more ahead of me. Although they really annoy the shit out of me most of the time but this time I'm really glad they are here. hahah :)
Feeling good! :):) hahah
When I count my blessings, I count you twice.
Thursday, June 17, 2010 @ 7:24 PM
Bloggginggg againnnnn. Just came back from a teacher's wake. He commited suicide 2 days ago. It really hit me hard cus he tried to talk to me on facebooka few months ago but bcus I was busy with other stuff I didn't really reply him and I didn't know that he had drepression then. I knew he was feeling lonely but I just didn't do anything about it. Feeling like shit now bcus I just didn't care about others enough, always wasting my energy on stupid stuff which is actually nt impt afterall. I know I couldn't have prevented it in any other way but oh wells. I don't know. Sucks. :(:(
I've always been trying to leave. I used all sorts of ways and means just to leave everything. Now that I get what I what, I don't exactly feel very happy. I don't miss it in any way and I don't wanna be in anything like that again but it just feels like I've lost something that was given to me..maybe its just human's greed, when you just want to have it all. I don't wanna be this kinda person so I'll just bear with the pain for awhile more and just blog alot more then I'll go back to who I used to be. But, however painful it might be now, I know I did the right thing. For the better of everyone.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I've been through much worse before. Just gotta hang in there.
Ok hopefully I don't blog again today.
I've always been trying to leave. I used all sorts of ways and means just to leave everything. Now that I get what I what, I don't exactly feel very happy. I don't miss it in any way and I don't wanna be in anything like that again but it just feels like I've lost something that was given to me..maybe its just human's greed, when you just want to have it all. I don't wanna be this kinda person so I'll just bear with the pain for awhile more and just blog alot more then I'll go back to who I used to be. But, however painful it might be now, I know I did the right thing. For the better of everyone.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. I've been through much worse before. Just gotta hang in there.
Ok hopefully I don't blog again today.
@ 12:46 PM
Yes its back to blogging again. Fb and Twitter has become too unsafe to say anything anymore.
Life hasn't been easy the past few weeks, or months. There were fun times too but overall it was just hard and painful. But then again I learnt alot from it, and from this I discover new things about myself. Some good, mostly bad. I'm also clearer about what I want and what I don't want in life. I guess its all part of growing up but its also something I never ever wanna experience again because I don't know if I can survive another one.
At the end of it all, I still feel a pinch of sadness in everything I do now. I still think about it very often. Butttt going back is not a choice. So there's only moving on. For a better tomorroww! hahah. Oh wells, I guess I've reached the rockbottom alr. So from now on, everything is going to go up from here. And with my lousy memory, its shouldn't take that long.
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限
所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
Life hasn't been easy the past few weeks, or months. There were fun times too but overall it was just hard and painful. But then again I learnt alot from it, and from this I discover new things about myself. Some good, mostly bad. I'm also clearer about what I want and what I don't want in life. I guess its all part of growing up but its also something I never ever wanna experience again because I don't know if I can survive another one.
At the end of it all, I still feel a pinch of sadness in everything I do now. I still think about it very often. Butttt going back is not a choice. So there's only moving on. For a better tomorroww! hahah. Oh wells, I guess I've reached the rockbottom alr. So from now on, everything is going to go up from here. And with my lousy memory, its shouldn't take that long.
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限
所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
hurr yi xuan
260890
hps gesps gess acjc nus biz
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