Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 2:03 PM

FM Static - Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 9:57 PM

Ok I haven't been blogging since forever. Ok fine, it has only been a week. Didn't go online so often anymore, but studying's not really productive either. Im starting Nitrogen Compounds for chem, Complex for math, and I haven't even start any revision for econs. 2 weeks more and I don't know how am I going to finish those J2 topics which I'm not even familiar with. And, I'm not even start to work hard now. I'm still thinking of going for the NATAS fair after the night at the viewing mall at the airport seeing planes taking off. It just makes me wanna leave this place so so so much more. Ok I was just thinking. Prelims first.

Last week was a busy one. Time really really flies. It felt like Mon yesterday and guess what, tmr's Mon again -.- Haven't even done anything productive.

I don't know what I was feeling the past week, towards everyone and everything. It just seemed like nothing matters to me at all, other than A lvls, maybe.

For those who lost 2 friends this week, I guess its really hard to cope but it really tells us that we should start living for today and treasure everyone around us.

Tell your loved ones how much you love them and how much you care for them, talk to your old friends and let them know that you still remember them, learn to forgive and forget cus you'll never know when you'll still have the chance to.

For a few weeks I was thinking of doing something for myself on my birthday to keep myself occupied since everyone will be having their exams by then and I'm the only pro who finish prelims first. That is writing 18 letters to 18 people who affected me in one way or another. At first I thought it was quite cool and was really excited about it but as the days goes by I got lazier and lazier and the thought of doing that just died down day by day. But after hearing the news about losing 2 friends within a week, I guess I'll put my ultimate laziness aside first to do something..meaningful i guess.

And so
Dumbass said my blog's like a lyrics site. And guess what, I found out that HS actually has a playlist named YX in his ipod with the songs I've posted in my blog. I was very surprised but happy too to know that people like my songs too! :) And now, another song before I go back to books again.

Avril Lavigne - Take Me Away

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside, all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away

I'm going no where (on and on and)
I'm getting no where (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going no where (on and on and on and on)
(and off and on and off and on)

Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
Take me away


Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 12:26 AM

I'm feeling alot of things now. Many many many things going through my mind for the entire day. I've actually got alot to blog about. But I guess its better for me to think through it carefully first before I blog about it.

Heard a few things today, which pretty much killed my mood. It got me thinking, maybe I'm just trying very hard to pretend. Pretend that I can just throw all the shit behind me and just laugh my days away and mug my ass off till A's. I'm so tired of trying. Sometimes it gets so tiring, especially when I hear this kinda things at this point of time, it just hit me right smack on my face.

Sometimes I'll start to think. Why do I have to meet circumstances like this, why do I have to face all this, why do I have to meet people like these, why do people always misinterpret what I mean but continue passing it around thinking that they're right, why do I have to bear consequences of other's guilt or those funny thoughts they have just because they were being paranoid and why do I screw up everything that I had, have or supposedly have. Sometimes I feel that I'm big-hearted enough to let everything go, but sometimes, like now, I just dig on it.

But then again, I guess this is what people need to go through. Meeting the wrong people, being in the wrong situations or hearing the wrong things make us grow into a better person in the future. Going through shit makes people stronger than the rest. I'm hoping I can see a reason for all that is happening now in the future. Not soon, but I know I definitely will.

Other than all these, I've been pretty busy nowadays. Studying, ice-skating, movies, catching up, drinking, studying, studying.

Studying and Tessa and Same Same is so much fun. They're so super duper funny that it just makes me feel less stress studying with them. Love both of them!

Oh and I love Jesica too! I'm so so so so glad you came back this time. Thanks for accompanying me to study and just hanging around with me these few days. Reminds me of the good old days. You're always just a call away. I love you so so so so much!

说者无心,听者有意. Classic.

Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 3:54 PM

A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin,
the palm trees swaying in the wind
You sang me spanish lullabies,
the sweetest sadness in your eyes
clever trick

I'd never want to see you unhappy,
I thought you'd want the same for me

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
And when you left you kissed my lips
you told me you would never
ever forget these images, no

I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
and I'll bet you are just fine,
Did i make it that easy
to walk right in and out
of my life?

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should have known you'd bring me heartache,
almost lovers always do


It wasn't about him long ago, it was you all along.
Just trust me.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008 @ 11:10 PM

Tim McGraw - It's Your Love (and Faith Hill)

Dancing in the dark, middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holding it tight
Emotional touch, touchin' my skin
And asking you to do
What you've been doing all over again

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's your love
It just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened, by takin' your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever
I'm happy and free

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in (oh, oh)
And if you asked me why I've changed
All I gotta do is say your sweet name

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love

Whoa, baby

It's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love
It's your love
It's your love

Monday, July 07, 2008 @ 11:42 PM

YOYOYOOYO WASSUP. The whole weekend was soooo super duper tiring. X_X

Saturday

Met Bernice and HuiTing on Sat before the party to get Rachel's present. I WAS LATE FOR 20MINS AND HUITING WAS LATE 40MINS AND BERNICE WAS LATE FOR AN HOUR! They da best. hahah. Went to read some books at Kinokuniya while waiting for them. Was supposed to look for present with Huiting while waiting with Bernice but we ended up at the FOOD FEST instead. hahah. There were sooooooooooooooooo much food! I was fully awake by then. haah. It was so fun squeezing our way through people to eat samples. hahaha. When we told Bernice we were at the food fest she was like "wth!". BUT THN, when we called her, SHE WAS SHOPPING AT MNG LAA! What a shopaholic. Tsktsk.

The party was fun although there weren't many class people. haha. But the sian-est thing was we didn't managed to dunk Calvin into the pool even though we planned for so long alr. haha. But its ok, since the birthday girl got dunked instead. haha. I think we talked alot of rubbish at the party then we played some drinking games.

I don't know what isit called but some part of it was super funny. HuiTing set a rule that we weren't supposed to say any word starting with 'S' and like whenever someone fouls, the person who caught her will be like "YOU SAID THE WORD!" haha. Then the person will kena too. Another rule was like we weren't supposed to smile but once the rule starts, everyone just started laughing non-stop for no reason so everyone had to keep drinking.

ANDDDD, the best part was the person who gets the 4th King in the set of cards will have to drink everything that the previous 3 kings poured. We played 2 rounds of the game AND I GOT THE 4TH KING TWICEEEEE. Omg. That was super suay of me. But of cus, I cheated la. haha. I didn't finish everything cus beer was just super gross. I just poured it in a few other's cup when they're not around. HAHA!

Sunday

Had tuition thn went to meet KahHwee and Jessica for lunch before the band concert. The concert was the nicest band concert I've been to these 2 years! hahah. Both the songs and the atmosphere was great! Cabbed to Newton for dinner after that. WE ATE SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH I think I can join competition alr. haha. The stingray and the sotong were SUPERBBB.

After that went to KahHwee's house while waiting for Jiayi to finish his choir concert. Then we went to town at around 10. Had a drink at CoffeeBean for awhile then wanted to go play pool so Jiayi brought us to Far East Shopping Centre cus he said there was some underground pool thing. IT WAS THE WORST THING OF THE DAY!! THE PLACE WAS SO SO SO SO SO SCARYYYYYYY. We had to go to the carpark B1 and B2 AND THERE WEREN'T ANY CARS THERE. Imagine a whole carpark without any car. CRAZYY. And with a friend who kept shouting for no reason to scare me, I'M GLAD I CAME OUT ALIVE! ^^ In the end we went to Cine to play pool till 2am! It was really fun I was laughing so so much. hahah.

Monday

So today, out with the girls again. We took a long long long time to decide where to go and Wendy and I were too lazy to get out of the house cus it was pouringggg and it was such a good weather to slack at home. haha. But eventually the rain stopped so we decided nt to be lazy anymore. haha. OH, I CUT MY HAIR! And Jesica cut her hair short, like really super short. SHE HOW DARING MANNN. And Christina totally look like the Japanese doll keychain Jesica had with her new bangs. hahah. Went to watch "Get Smart " after that. WENDY WAS LAUGHING SOOO LOUDLY EVEN FOR UN-FUNNY PARTS. Damn embarrassing laaa. -.- After that went to Cine to eat and Wendy kept messing up the tofu but I was so lethargic by that time I didn't settle the scores with her. If there's only one thing I will remember today, it will be Wendy's laughter cus she just laughed NON-STOP i think i can still vaguely hear it now.

OKAY THATS ABOUT MY WEEKEND. Couldn't get to slp so I thought of bloggingg rather than talking nonsense on msn. HAHA. Ok my fingers are so tired now. SCHOOL'S TMR MUST START STUDYING ALR!!!

Saturday, July 05, 2008 @ 12:22 AM

TODAY WAS A BLASTTTTTTTTTTT! hahah. Had so much fun with the girls at Vivo today though we only met for a short while. haha. Had dinner at Marche and we talked about so so so so much stuff. It felt really good catching up with them again. Even though so many things around us have changed but when we sit together again it just feels like the good old days! :):)

Chris left for tuition while the 3 of us went to sit around and chit chat. I was really really really laughing so badly there I almost died. hahah. I came out with some dumb idea that we're not supposed to say the word "like" or else we'll have to do star jumps! hahah. It was only for 10mins and even though we talked really slowly and was trying hard to be careful with our words. Jes said it 4 times, 6 times for me and the champion is Wendy with 8 times record! hahha. We were laughing so loudly and I think I screamed quite loudly everytime I said "like" cus I really don't wanna embarrass myself with so many ppl there! haha.

HELLO CHRIS! If you're reading this, I just wanna let you know that we love you and we'll always be here for you. There's so many things I wanna tell you and so many things I want to do for you but I really don't know what to do to make you feel better. But I promise I'll do what I can! And Wendy and Jesica too. You have us! Don't worry about troubling us, that's what friends are for! ^^

Judith - Scared

Baby, do you understand,
That I have to say goodbye to you my friend,
Please don’t think it’s easy for me to do.
You’re my best friend and I still love you too.

Into the night I cry, can anybody tell me why,
I’ve got to leave before my heart will die

Baby, am I making a big mistake,
Am I chasing a dream, is it better for me to wait.
But I can’t ignore it, I keep feeling blue.
The world invites me to find love that’s true.

Who am I
Who am I now
Who am I, where will I go
Who am I, who wants you, I do

I’m scared of what the world might give,
I’m scared to lose the life that we live,
I’m scared to make a big mistake,
I’m scared, just wanna feel this faith,

I’m so...
I’m so, so, so, so scared
I’m so scared
I’m scared of what the future will bring,
I’m scared of almost everything



Thursday, July 03, 2008 @ 11:46 PM

Kelly Clarkson - Beautiful Disaster

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
If I tried to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right, it just ain't right

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy, hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of a miracle
Waiting so long
So long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end, he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster



>:(

Wednesday, July 02, 2008 @ 10:40 PM

LATEST NEWS: MY BILL HAS REACHED A NEW HIKE!

Blahblahblah, and I still remember a few weeks ago I was talking about cutting down on my smses. My
Mum's super niceee! She saw my bill already but she didn't say anything about it. It was only when I flip through the letters that I saw my bill. X_X

Anyway,
HuiTing is one pro mahjong queen she thrashed us in mahjong this morning! Omggg, I can't believe it. Confirm is some beginners' luck. haha. It was quite funny cus Jiayi couldn't stop complaining about it.

Didn't meet the girls today because it was supposed to be tmr but I thought I heard today. Blah, anyway. I did nothing today. haha. I didn't do any work when I got home and I haven't do my AQ!! Somehow my house got this slacking aura. hahaha! I just can't get myself to do work. Gosh I NEED TO STARTTTT!!!

WHEEEEEEEEE! School's been quite fun nowadays. But I've been falling asleep very often I don't know why also. hahah.

But I've got so much things in my mind but I just can't seem to find the right words to say. IT'S SO ANNOYING I FEEL SO ____. Unexplainable. hahah. But I think everything's going to turn out fine eventually! I hope. ^^

The Veronicas - Speechless

Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

'Cuz you leave me speechless when you talk to me
You leave me breathless the way you look at me
You managed to disarm me, my soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender my everything to you

I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

You leave me speechless when you talk to me
You leave me breathless the way you look at me
You manage to disarm me, my soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender, oh, my everything to you

You leave me speechless
(the way you smile, the way you touch my face)
You leave me breathless
(it's something that you do I can't explain)
I'd run a million miles just to hear you say my name




ANDDD lastly,
RONALD WHERE ARE YOU WHY ARE YOU STILL NOT BACK YET! >=(

OMGGG I JUST REMEMBERED I FORGOT TO HAND IN MY ECONS HOMEWORK! Dieee.



Tuesday, July 01, 2008 @ 11:02 PM

Yoyooooo blogging man blogging. hahah. Today's Chem test was good game la!! I'll probably get like less than 5 marks. So much for reading the notes so many times. -.- Oh and JESICA JUVENTIA EDISANTO IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! HAHAHAH. Finally finally finally. WHOOO! Going out with the girls tmr! hahah. After so so so so soooo long. Can't wait to see them!! :):) And actually I had alot of things to blog about my wkends and my the past few days. But I guess I'm too tired now my mind is blankkkkk. hahah. Should blog earlier next time.

Hello you. I know you read my blog. I miss you soooo much I don't even know why. BrrBrrrBrrr.


It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I fear your smile and the promise inside.
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside.


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