Friday, May 30, 2008 @ 9:17 PM

I just woke up and I'm still feeling super tired now. Omg and I didn't do any work today again.

But anyway, ytd's Restless was quite funny. haha. Dumbass and I went to Dover Market to eat dinner before Restless then when we were trying to jay-walk across the road, got this Auntie behind us started nagging at us about jay-walking and like how our parents will be so upset if anything happen to us, then she started teaching us the right thing to do, and like not to follow other ppl when they jay-walk. haha. So we decided to cross at the traffic light near acsi so that she won't scold us. She continued walking behind us and talking to us, then she started telling us to study hard, asking us nt to smoke, telling us how her neighbour died of cancer bcus he smoked too much, then told us how unfriendly the neighbour was. Oh still got how her Dad's brother died of diabetes bcus he didn't have a healthy diet and how we should not eat outside food for the sake of our health. hahah. I just kept pointing to Dumbass and telling the Auntie "Yea lor auntie he always jay-walk. tsktsk. " hahah.

Then after Restless, Rachel and me cabbed to Holland V to get flowers for Joan cus we forgot to before the concert. We bought from the Security Guard of the building bcus the florist was closed already but he was standing beside the florist so he decided to help us anyway. hahah. We cabbed back to school and waited for Joan to come out. We had so much time we didn't even have to rush to Holland in the first place. haha. Oh wells. Walked with Rachel to the busstop then Dumbass sent me home and another day passed! hahah.

Went to PASIR RIS today with the CIP group. I wanted to rent a bike but noone wants to accompany me! hahah. Jiayi waited for Arveen and they cabbed down but we were done by the time the reached. haha. So they cabbed to take a bus back. Lunched with Audrey after that. I was practically living on her the whole day cus I spent all my money on the shorts I bought in the morning and I've got no more money left for the day. haha. Came back home and crash immediately cus I was sooooo tired.

Bro's leaving for Vietnam for some OCIP todayyy. Wanted to study overnight at the airport to surprise him cus his flight is at 5am. BUT, I'm so tired now already. haha. But I saw him before he left house so its ok. AHH, I'll have to sleep alone for 7 days. :( Scaryyy.

Tmr needa go back to school again. -.- SO TIREDDDDDD!

Sheryl Crow - Always On Your Side

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
'Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then
So sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leaving all the traces of the man I thought you'd be
Leaving me with no place left to go from here
Leaving me so many questions all these years

But is there someplace far away
Some place where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder
All alone eternally

This isn't how it's really meant to be
No
It isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air
Never is it clear how to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly why do they fly away
Leaving me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 11:40 PM

Just got back from Restless! SUPER NICE SONGS WITH SUPER NICE LYRICS! hhahah.

You can reach me by railway
You can reach me by trailway
You can reach me on an airplane
You can reach me with your mind
You can reach me by caravan,
cross the desert like an Arab man
I don't care how you get here,
Just.. get here if you can

There are hills and mountains between us
Always something to get over
If I had my way, then surely you would be closer
I need you closer

I don't care,
I don't care,
I need you right here right now

I need you right here,
Right now,
Right by my side
I don't care how you get here,
Just.. get here if you can

I need you here

@ 11:47 AM

I forgot to say something yesterday! haha. When I was playing mahjong ytd I laughed till I fell off the chair! hahah. As in literally fall off the chair. But luckily I held on to the table so my butt didn't touch the floor. HAHA.

So ytd's buffet was ok. Not very nice but I still eat alottttt. My uncles were crazy, its amazing how humans can eat so much. hahah. The oysters were SOOOOOO BIG. They ate soo many oysters that they became abit cranky towards the eat of the dinner. "THE OYSTER EFFECT" they say. haha. I was laughing so much with my very expanded stomach I almost died. Imagine you eat until cannot eat already, like your stomach going to explode, but you keep laughing and laughing, which further expands your stomach. You feel like you're going to die of some stomach explosion. hahha.

OKAYYY, I'm going out nowwwww. RESTLESS TONIGHT! See everyone there! haha.

Plain White T's - Shine

You know it tears me up inside
To see the feelings that you hide
Hide inside that empty bottle
I wish you saw how great you were
I wish you saw what life was worth
You wouldn't have to hide your problems

There's so much out there you could miss
There's so much life out there to live
If you would just believe in yourself
You know you're better than all of this
You know you've got so much to give
But you're so afraid to give of yourself

There's a bright light shining inside you
It shines out through your eyes
Don't drown it away, don't be afraid
Don't hide
Let it shine

You say you're looking for happiness
But when it comes, you runaway from it
You tell yourself you don't deserve it
Until you love yourself, you'll never change
You'll keep on running

Runaway, runaway
But that won't make it any better
Runaway, runaway
And make tomorrow
Harder to live than today

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 6:37 PM

I'M BACKKKKK! hahahah. I'M SOOO BORED NOWWWWW. Waiting for my Uncle to come then we can all leave for dinner! BUFFFETTTTT LAAAAA! HAHAH.

Played mahjong the entire day yesterday. For like, 8hrs? hahahah. HOW ABOUT YTD WAS SUCH A LOUSY DAY I LOST ALL THE WAYYYY. We played soo soo soo many games and I only won like 3 times? -.- $_$

Went to school in the morning to ENTREEE. Play all the games -.- Luckily it wasn't sunny today if not I would've melt staying outdoors for so long. hahah. Monster and Bernice were just IRRITATINGGGG. They just go against me even though I'm RIGHT. And they just want to OUTCAST me whenever they got the chance. OK FINE. Just bcus Zebra and Sexyback likes ^^ doesn't mean its my fault. HAHAHAH. Don't kill me. I'm too excited about the buffet later already. lol.

Went to shop for fooooooood ALONE after studying just now. haha. I bought soooo many things I didn't have enough money to pay for it so I had to put back some of them. Super embarrassing! hahaha. It felt really good studying alone for awhile and shopping for food alone! I was always afraid to go around places alone last time but now I've learnt to enjoy spending time with myself, once in awhile. hahah.

Ok so what is up tmrrr, OOH RESTLESS! Monster refuses to talk to me just now and fierce me somemore, as usual. Bcus I'm not watching it with them tmr :( Make me sad. hahah. Nvm I still love herrr although she was being so childish, playing with the vending machine today. hahah.

OKAYYY I'M DONEE. I'VE UPDATED SOMETHING ELSE TOO, after a long time. hahah. ^^

BUFFET TIME!

Conway Twitty - Because You Love Me

Because you love me the stars do shine
Because you love me the world is mine
Because I love you you'll always be
My everything, my only love eternally.

Because you love me angels sing
Because you love me I have everything
Because you love me my life is complete
My darling star I know you are my destiny.

Because I love you the church bells ring
Because I love you I have everything
Because I love you I want you to be
My only love for evermore, eternally...

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ 1:01 PM

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY RACHEL LIM HUI YEN!

Hope you'll fun have today. AND, after a year, YOU STILL NV USE THE WALLET FROM LAST YEAR! hahah. Start using it already! Take turns ok.

Thanks for just sitting beside me quietly and just being there whenever stupid things happen to me, though you every morning fierce me bcus I'm too noisy. hahah. Hope you'll be happy everyday from today onwards! ^^ Sheng ri kuai le friend!

Saturday, May 24, 2008 @ 11:43 PM

WAHHHHHHHHHHHH. FINALLY GOT TIME TO BLOGGGG! hahha. The past one week was...FULFILLING! hahah.

Watched "What Happened in Vegas" and "Accuracy Of Death". The first one was super super funny and the second one was -.- But the guy in Accuracy Of Death was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute with his short hair at the back part of the show! All the guys should just cut their hair like his and everyone will look as cute as him. HAHA. And I've been eating ALOTTTTTT, as usual. I think I've gained quite a few kgs alr. Must be because of all the Ice-Creams and all the good food! hahah. Ohhh and all the supperrrr.

Haven't been studying these 2 weeks cus I've been going out almost everyday :( BUTTTT, I've planned my timetable for the holiday last Friday already! Its a good start. hahah. I realise I've only gt 2 full weeks to study after taking out the days of planned activities. Which means less than 2 weeks if there's any unplanned ones.

Looking at my calendar next week, I'm only left with Saturday to study. DIEEEEE AHHH. BUT, its ok, I'll squeeze out a few hours here and there to study. AND I thought this June Holiday will be a boring one. haha.

HELLO FRIENDS ALL OF YOU SHOULD START STUDYING TOOOO! GOGOGGOOGO, LETS ALL WORK HARD TOGETHERR! ^^

Starship - Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now

Lookin' in your eyes
I see a paradise
This world that I found
Is too good to be true

Standin' here beside you
Want so much to give you
This love in my heart
And I'm feelin' for you

Let them say we're crazy
I don't care about that
Put your hand in my hand
Baby don't ever look back

Let the world around us
Just fall apart
Baby we can make it
If we're heart to heart

Omg I feel like eating Seoul Garden now

Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 1:35 AM

WHOOO. 1.35am and I'm still online. Actually my eyes are half closed already but I still refuse to sleep for some reason. And something came to my mind, I realise that there are some memories in life that you just won't forget, some people in life that you just can't hate no matter what they do to you, and some people whom you can't make yourself appreciate no matter how much you know they care for you. And you'll dislike yourself for being this way. That's what I'm feeling at this moment. But I'll probably forget that I was thinking about all these the next moment. haha.

Can't wait for A's to be overrr! That I'll be able to get to my new phase of life. Vacations, a job and a new sch! So many new things to learn and new people I'll get to meet. I wonder what will I be doing next yr at this time. haha.

Tomorrow is a new day!

Saturday, May 17, 2008 @ 11:00 PM

I haven't stopped eating since 1.30pm today. HOWWWW.

My diet today includes:

Pandan cake, 10 mini sponge cakes, Roast Chicken pie, Yogurt Ice-cream, Dessert, Roast Honey Chicken Leg, Shark's fin soup, Roasted Broad Beans, Dessert, Satay, Apple, Grapes!

Very nice. hahah

SONG OF THE MONTH:

Fergie - Finally (why is this song so nice you tell me!)

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme, crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside
That there would come that day
That I would have to wait
Make so many mistakes
I couldn't comprehend as I watched it unfold
This classic story told, I left it in the cold
Walking through unopened doors that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool, just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter, I just ran away
Put on another face,
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give up me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the mess that I had made

Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know I needed to grow
And finally my mate has met my soul

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have our differences
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
It's the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

Mmmm....
Finally, finally

Oooh oh
Finally, finally
Finally

Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 6:35 PM

Just got back from the hockey match. It was so scary, its like you're hanging your heart there for 1hr plus. And its quite tiring for the eyes cus the ball is superrrrr small. I know nuts about hockey so I don't really know what was happening.

But anyway,

The Lord is the everlasting God,
The creator of all the Earth,
He never grows weak or weary,
No one can measure the depths of His understanding,
He gives power to the weak, and strength to the powerless,

Even youth will become weak and tired,
And young men will fall in exhaustion,
But those who trust in the Lord will find new strength,
They will soar high on wings like eagles,
They will run and not grow weary,
They will walk and not faint,

You've've come this far by faith
Leaning on the Lord
Trusting in His holy word
He never fail me yet
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
No turning around
You've come this far by faith
Gonna stay on the battle field

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 11:48 PM

WAHHH SO TIRED LAAAA!

Ok, hahah. I'm going to blog.

WHEEEE! I'M GOING CRAZY THINKING ABOUT FOOD THE WHOLE DAY . x_x I'll always have this sudden crave for some food nowadays. And when I got nothing to do I'll think of what to eat then I'll feel hungry again.

ISLAND CREAMERYYY, YOGURT ICE-CREAM, SOYA BEANCURD, KAYA WAFFLE, HALF-CUT WINGS, MILK TEA, SHRIMP OMELETTE, TAPIOCA CHIPS, MUFFINS, CHEESECAKE, ICED LATTE.

Ok, I shall stop already. haha. I think I'm gaining weight. -.- Its not a bad thing la but I always gain weight at the wrong place. Siann. And I realise my mouth is the busiest part of my body everyday. I either talk or eat or drink or laugh or smile or sing or yawn. The only time my mouth can rest is when I fall aslp. hahah.

Now I feel like eating ice-cream. Brr, shall go slp now so that I won't think of food anymore. Tmr go to sch thn eat tapioca chips! hahha. GOOODNIGHT PEOPLESS! :)

Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 10:07 PM

OHHHHMYYGODDDDD. I just watched the news and I'm so so so so so SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO angry with Myanmar's millitary governors!! I don't understand WHYYYY they refuse to let international helpers to help them. SOOOO MANY PEOPLE ARE DYING YET THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT THEIR OWN POLITICAL POWERR! SO super duper selfish!!! AND WHAT DO THEY DO WITH THE STUFF OTHER COUNTRIES DONATEEEE! It just doesn't get to the victims!!! ARGH. omg. DISGUSTINGGG GOVERNORS. I HATE THEMM! >:(

Saturday, May 10, 2008 @ 11:17 AM

Yesterday was superrr tiringgg. I was pracitcally stoning towards the end of the day alr. Went to Irvin's house to play MAHJONG after sch! With HuiTing and Calvin too. hahh. It was quite fun but very serious games. haha. HuiTing and me owned them laa! hahah. Irvin only won once and Calvin didn't win at all. hahah. Must be because of the pink tiles. Cabbed back to sch with them. HuiTing went for SSP and the 2 of them were going to AC's Got Talent. I went to meet Alicia then she brought her friends along, nv tell me. At first I didn't really want to go anymore but she dragged me along cus she wanted me to meet new people and I'm glad I went. haha. They were super duper funny. I was laughing half the time. After that Alicia and me left to meet her sis for dinner at Pasir Panjang. Ate bbq stingray and all sorts of shells. Its just alot alot of food. haha. Came home after that, was stoning so so so badly already. haha.

OK showtime now. BYEEEEEE.

Monday, May 05, 2008 @ 11:29 PM

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

That a hero lies in you

Take it easy on yourself :)

@ 11:52 AM

The Beatles - Let It Be

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

When all the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer
Let it be
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
there will be an answer
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

Yeah, let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be

And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow
Let it be
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
There will be no sorrow
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be no sorrow
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

Saturday, May 03, 2008 @ 1:42 AM

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do

:)

Friday, May 02, 2008 @ 11:15 PM

TODAY WAS FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! :):) Sch was normal, I didn't feel like sleeping throughout the whole day! hahah. Not badddd. Monster waited for Dumbass with me after sch then she went off and we went to Vivo!

Walked around for super super super super longgg while waiting for Wendy and Marcus to ARRIVE. hahah. Went to eat Carls Junior for lunch. 4 of us had 4 different burgers and we had fun eating each other's food. hahah. And had fun wasting time trying to mix the best tasting Iced Tea. After lunch we walked around for awhile then decided to go up to the Sky Park. The sky was really realyy really really beautiful. Blue sky blue. haha. 4 of us just lied down there and looked up at the sky trying to figure out what shapes the clouds make up. We were just looking at the sky and we saw clouds with the shape of a long long long flight of stairs! It was super nice. hahah. Stairways to heaven! It was so so relaxing. All the breeze just seemed to blowwwww all the unhappiness away.

Marcus then took out his deck of cards then we started playing Daidee. Wendy and me teamed up against Dumbass and Marcus. We got thrashed at the start but we slowly worked our way up to the score of 10-8? Because of our team work and team motivation! hahha. We were supposed to ride some kids horsey thing as a forfeit but it was closed by the time we left the Sky Park. After that we played some stupid game whr we had to put our cards on our foreheads and the one with the smallest card have to do a forfeit. haha. 5 STAR JUMPS! It was super embarassing with all the ppl there watching. Then we played Bluff! Its the first time I played Bluff. I practically had half the deck with me. hahah. The first game was supposed to be a trial game for me as a first timer but the trial game last for so long the sky turned dark and we were so so tired at the end of it alr. hahah.

After the games we rested for awhile. We lied down and looked at the nightsky this time! Not many stars tonight, I wanted to go to Sentosa to see more pretty stars. But Marcus said if wanna go should've gone earlier. hahha. Oh wells, but it was still very pretty. :):) After relaxing for awhile, Wendy and Marcus watched "I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry" on Dumbass' PSP. Then Dumbass and me watched "American Pie" on Marcus' ipod. hahha. It was a super lame show. Quite funny though. Dumbass' PSP died so Wendy and Marcus went home while Dumbass and me went to eat a very late dinner at Marche! Then he sent me home after that.

Today is such a lovelyyyy day! :) Haven't felt so good for so so so long. :):) Its really a blessing to be surrounded with people who love you and people who really trust you. So, everyone! We must treasure what we have now, I will, and I know you will too :)

And HELLO WENDY I WANNA TELL YOU I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT EVEN THOUGH WE ALWAYS FIGHT AND ALWAYS INJURE EACH OTHER, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU BEST! :)

And Jesica, I just read your post, I don't know if its for me but it really almost brought tears to my eyes, almost. hahah. I love you too, even though you're far far away, you'll never be forgotten by us! Come back soon. :):)

CHRISTINAAA! STOP SIGHING ALREADYY! I know what I'm doing, I can take care of myself. :) I know you stil care abt us alot even though you're very busy with yr life. hahah. Don't worry so much! We're stronger than you think :)

DUMBASSS! Thanks for always standing by me! :) I'm okay! Don't worry about me anymore.

I've come to learn that, truth really doesn't matter. What matters is who you choose to trust.

Thursday, May 01, 2008 @ 8:02 PM

Haven't been online for a few days. hahah. So tired after I get home every night that I'll just crash and sleeeeeep. Sch's soooo tiring. X_X hahah. Ok dinner timeee!

不要再让你们的爱败给了时间
既然遇见了永远
就不要说再见

不要再让你们的爱输给了永远
忘了曾有过的片段
这是属于你们的未来

我们曾经过那么多考验
最后还是回到了原点

This song speaks so much, if any of you understand the lyrics that is. hahah.

hurr yi xuan
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