Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 8:30 PM

HELLOOZZZ EVERYONEZZZ! Ok its the last day of 2007 so I'm going to do some recap of my own now!

1SA6

Firstly, got into acjc for pae with 12-4 = 8pts. Thn got in 1SA6. At first I was whining alot about it because many of my ogmates got into the same class. But there's not even one person who is the same class as me. But I'm really thankful I got into 1SA6. Like realllyyyy. Super super duper. I remember we used to like study in a big group at serene and had lotsa fun there. But we don't do it anymore. Brrr. So anyway, got into acjc with 12-4=8pts AGAIN. Which is quite miraculous because many people with 7pts couldn't get in. So so so I stayed in 1SA6 while some chose to transfer to other class. For example, the SBONERS!

I was reading my archives ytd out of boredom and I realise i sort of stopped talking to alot of people and hang out less often with a few of them and I blog less and less and less and less often. hahah. Probably because I was too lazy, or like too engrossed in korean shows. But anyways, now I wanna like sort of thank some people here.

1) Rachel and Joan! School is so much more fun because of the 2 of you. I love how we always psycho Joan to skip lectures, all the bleachings at the bleachers and how I always complain and whine about sooo many things to the both of you and how I would repeat it again and again and again. hahah. Hope both of you are getting used to it now cus there'll be more next year. Ok hopefully less of them. hahah. Oh, and we should go out after school more often thought we alr spend alot of them in sch together alr. And i miss both of you soo soo soo much! I haven't seen you all like the whole holiday!!!!!! OMGG. See you girls soon! We got so much to catch up on! hahah.

2) KahHwee. Hello lover. hahah. Firstly, I wanna apologise to you cus I haven't been a very good friend. You're always there for me but I wasn't always there for you. So anw, I'm glad we're still so close/ we got closer even after you go sajc. Hanging out with you is always soo fun although you always bully me and gang up with titi to suan me. haha. Hopefully I'll see you more often next year! Oh yea and hope you got used to listen to my complaints alr. oh and the very fierce me. hahah.

And to the rest of the class girls, like Tessa Pam Justine Huiting Felicia Makjiayi Bernice Annabel Shirz Joleeen Jennifer. Sometimes when I read your blogs and like see that you girls were upset by some stuff, but like i didn't ask you all about it. Its nt realy because I dont care about you all. Its just because like we're not very close so it'll be very weird if I start asking personal stuff and you all might not find it comfortable telling me also. SO anyways, just to let you all know that I care abt everyone of you and I'll be more than happy to listen and to help you all if im able to. ^^ OHH and all of you please update yr blog more often cus I stalk your blogs and I was soooo bored when you all didn't update for days. hahha .

Girls

HELLO Wendy Jesica Christina! Had lots of fun catching up with you girls this holiday! hahah. Never laugh so hard for quite some time alr. Everything feels the same whnever I'm with you girls even though soo much things around us has changed. Feels sooooooo good. hahah. Lets pay wii and twister again soon! Like wkends. hahah. And hello Jesica welcome back. hahah. I think i'll miss you more this time than the last time you left. hahah. WENDY how abt our every monday outing? Better dont pangseh! hahah. Christina we have to meet up more often! And I felt so bad whn I heard the childhood stories you told us that day. hahah. I miss the chat-over-a-cup-of-coffee-laughing-our-hearts-out session even though its just like few wks ago. Wendy shall join us too the nxt time! I believe we'll be laughing alot more. haha. MOST LIKELY TO BE BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE. hahah.

YiLing. Although we never meet up often but chatting with you on msn is always sooo enjoyable! hahah. And thanks for all the advice you've gave me. ^^ Study hard and See you soon!

Guys

Hello helloo ShiChi YihSong Ronald! ok though 3 of you dont know each other, but still, hahah. 3 of you are still VIPs to me. hahah. We really havent meet for very very long time but chatting with you guys still feels the same. Thanks ShiChi for giving me all the to courage to talk things out and teaching me important lessons on life despite all the rubbish you usually give me. hahah. Thanks YihSong for the phone calls till late at night even whn we haven't chatted for so long. And Ron! Though you're still far far away. haha. But catching up with you once in awhile is so fun cus you always have new things happening but you never change. haha. Oh and I really miss hanging out with you and bud. It has been soo soo sooo long.

Jeco tjandra. hahah. Helloo friend. Haven't talk to you for quite awhile, as in real talks. But anw, your actions are sooo -.- that it will always make me laugh like crazy. haha. Oh and I still have that letter you wrote. I'll like frame it someday. haha . All the best next year, you'll do well!

Ohh yea. and thnks to same same for the chatss. ^^

BingChia! Thanks for being so nice to me since ermm. Since i've known you. hahah. Thanks for the mails and thanks for yr plug. hahah. Ohhh and thnks for your cooking being so much better than KaiSheng's. hahah.

Marcus kho! Hahah. Its super funny how we always complain to each other and like at the end of it end up suaning each other again. Brr. OK and i hate you cus you always snatch wendy away from me. hahah. But still THANKS YOUS to you.

Anddd Joshua. I feel so apologetic towards you. However, there's really nothing much I can do. But still, thanks for treating me so well even after everything. Hope 2008 is a more exciting year for you!

Others

CAREY KAREN WEITING! hahah. hello helllooo. Going school with the 3 of you has been very very fun. A good way to start school everyday. A channel to let out my frustration every morning before starting a new sch day and a good exercise for the 3 of us trying to catch up with weiting everyday and avoiding snails. hahaha. 3 of us should go out for lunch after sch more often so thn we can go home together too! Thats if the busy councilor and the busy swimmers are free. x_x

Audreyy! Hahah. You're the highlight of my beijing trip. Thanks for being such a greattttttt roommate during the trip and such a great friend even after the trip. Felt like I've known you for very long even during the trip alr although we barely knew each other then. haha. But it was really fun making fun of you and whining to you everyday. hahah. Yr reaction is always so funny. Glad to know you! OH I still have the video of you dancing in yr hse. ^^

<3

You know people always say save the best for the last. hahaha. This is for Titi teo. The bestttttttt estt best part of 2007 is seriously meeting you! Not meeting you la but actually being together with you. hahah. Although we always dont know whr to go and like always slacking ard doing nothing but its still very fun. ^^ You taught me many many things, which you will never know what because i will never tell you. hahah. Though we suan each other rather heavily nowadays, haha, but I dont really mind bcus the reason is I think we're more comfortable with each other so its like more natural? hahaha. I dont know. Ok im just finding excuses why i always suan you. Forget all the bad emotions you've had in 2007 and look forward to 2008 cus you can run now! hahah. You'll be so much happier whn you can run. ^^ One of my many many new yr resolutions is for you to be able to run like last time! I'm how nice la. I know I know. ^^ hahah. I've got so much more to say but ok I'll just end here. Sooo, Thanks for everything everything and everything. hahah .<3!

YAY IM FINALLY DONE WITH THIS VERY LONG POST OF MINE. HAHAHA. Ok actually words cannot really express how i really feel cus my england is bad. hahah. But at least I've written out most of it. haha. Andd I haven't done anything I've written in my previous entry. brr. I'm going to wear dirty shoes to sch on Wed. hahah. OKAYY I AM GOING TO ASK EVERYONE TO READ MY BLOG NOW, IF NT I SPEND SO MUCH TIME ON THIS POST FOR NOTHING! hahah.

WORD COUNT: 1587 WORDS. hahaha. Next 3 months dont need to blog alr. lol

ok, Happy New Year everyone!

Sunday, December 30, 2007 @ 2:03 AM

HELLOO! Blogging again. hahaha. Oh and Merry Christmas everyone. ^^ 3 more days to school reopen. Brrr so annoying. I've got so much stuff to do before school reopens but it seems like I dont have enough time anymore

1) Get a new schoolbag!
2) Get a new pencil box
3) Wash my dirty shoes
4) Find my uniform
5) Iron my uniform
6) Do homework!
7) Find my schoolfile
8) Get a new file/ clean my file

Ok there's really quite abit of things to do. So many things, so little time! hahah. Going to some buffet later in the day. My cousin's baby 1month birthday. That makes me an auntie! hahahah. But I didn't even realise his baby is born until my mom told me about the buffet. And i still dont know whether its a baby boy or a baby girl. hahah. I shall find out later. ^^

OHH and I've accomplished many things this holiday. For example, I've completed gong zhu xiao mei, something something yoohee, and erm..Hmm. Ok I forget, but I know I definitely finish many more shows.

Maybe I'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
Maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you
Maybe I'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
Right me when I'm wrong
Maybe I'm amazed at the way I really need you

Hahah, you're right. I'm easily amazed by little things. hahaha. I'm quite pro right? ^^

OK FRIENDS LETS ALL GO GET READY FOR SCHOOOOOOL NOWWW! X_X

Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 11:09 PM

Read something from Jesica's blog, its sooooo super duper sweeet. I totally feel the same way too. hahha. Thanks for the post Jes. I love you! and Wendy and Christina, foreverrrr. hahah. ^^

i just went home, reached home after going out with xuan and chris... hmm... how do i start.....

i don't know if God had planned this... but my brother ended up going home and my sister and ervina parting with us and my mum and aunt going out.... me, xuan and chris were left alone and went to coffee bean....

after deciding to use all the coins that we have.. (maybe not all) and ice blended or not, mocha or not, we bought one ice cafe latte and sat down... we started reading a book... and after that we naturally started talking about the Gan Eng Seng School life we used to have.. then primary school life then..... we talked until late.... 9+pm...

staying at the cafe for 3+hours just with an order of $6.90 ice latte, it must be making the shop tenders mad... but.. we talked happily....

and when we were talking... there was once or twice when a thought of something missing comes to mind... wendy is missing.. i thought, how great it was if the four of us is here....

then.. i felt the pain of those whose memory cannot last long... on the bus on the way home... i thought... maybe, this is why people with short term memories cry and feel hurt and.....

honestly, i couldn't understand why must they cry over leaving out the memories they had... or when movies show tears and etc just because they couldn't remember any longer.... and sometimes, i even thought, wouldn't being able to forget about painful memories be good?

but i now totally understand... the feelings that these people tried to convey... because, i want to rmbr all these down... no matter how long life may flow to...i hope i can be able to rmbr this day when i talked and talked and stayed in the cafe with my best friends... being able to talk as if there's no end... being able to rmbr memories that i have long forgotten.. memories that i thought i wouldn't have...

maybe this don't seem much to them... but throughout my life, i don't find anything memorable, worth to rmbr... until i've known them.. i hope i could rmbr everything...

maybe i've never tasted love, but i tasted something precious that i want to hold on to.

a message to everyone outside:
when you've thought you have nothing in this world... there's actually something... however, when happy times flow, you may easily forget.. but when it happens to you again remember to always remember....

I thank God this day.... that He had given me this life... i used to hate my life.. and maybe i still do.. but, i've started to like it when i knew Him, and now, i like my life a little bit more, because i have friends who make me want to remember....

i thank Him that He gave me this day, when i talked to them, when i could feel the happiness of having people beside you... no longer just alone.... no longer leaving this world without attachments... at least, leaving this world after knowing that their lives are well planned....

i thank You, that i have a family in melbourne, a family in Singapore, in Indonesia... But i also thank You that i have friends that now, stays in my heart wherever i go... maybe it sounds mushy... but i really thank You that i could meet these three... many coincidences that we couldn't see... many occassions that i couldn't even think of... many if's that i couldn't finish listing.. So i Thank You...

@ 1:41 AM

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
Every man would have a friend
That right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown-up Christmas list

Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 7:56 PM

Helllooooo I'm finally blogging again! I'm so lazy to type about the China trip soooo let me upload some pictures!