Sunday, January 30, 2005 @ 1:13 PM

Ytd, someone came and told me. Mr Ng passed away. For one moment i was thinking, who is Mr Ng. Then i started to think. Slowly, all images of him came into my mind. Image of him playing volleyball with the students. Him running around the sch. Him chatting with the volleyballers in the dnt room. Him running with Mr Gary Lam. Everything came back to me. It crazy how ppl pass away jus lidat. Leaving all his loved ones crying over his departure. Would his students think tat it would be the last lesson they will have with him on the last day of sch? Felt really moody after that. Thinking abt death. Kept consoling the volleyballers asking them not to feel sad. But i was feeling exactly the way they were feeling. Well, life's like tat. The day u were born was the time u stared counting dwn to death. It will come someday, in one way or another. The same thing will come to all of us. Every single one of us. k..enough said. Not trying to spoiling anyone's mood or anything. Jus have alot of thoughts in my mind. Treasure life ppl. Treasure every single day of yr life.
Thursday, January 20, 2005 @ 9:13 PM

Haven been blogging for quite a long time. was too busy to blog. had lotsa hw and tests everyday..yea. hmmm..days passes veri quickly these few wks. its like today its mon thn tmr its nxt mon alrdy. haha. sth lidat. amaths seriously screwed my brain up. couldn't understand most of it. n we're gonna have a test b4 chinese new year. hope we dun get bck our results b4 chinese new year. hmm. anyway, tmr's a public holiday!!! been looking forward to a public holiday since the first day of sch. haha. hari raya tmr!! zz. wadever. gt holiday can le. but still have tuition tmr. nv bring back the txtbk!! sure kena scold one. zz. nvm. nt the first time le. haha. hmm..kk. tats abt it. sleeping can relieve stress!! so slp more! haha. cya ppl
Wednesday, January 12, 2005 @ 8:12 PM

All i can say is stresssss stresss stresss. tuition start alrdy. hmt start alrdyy. even busier now. urgh dumbbb. sick of schooolll. so tiringg. hmm got so much things to tell rosemaryy now. not in a good moooddd. For some things, i shldn't be feeling tis way. I mean..its not me. Needa sometime to get over it. Hope its just a temporary thing. i dunwan to feel wad im feeling now. uhh messy. haha. crap stuff. anyway gd luck for ur chem test tmr ppl. cya!
Monday, January 10, 2005 @ 8:42 PM

Here Without You

Daytime just makes me feel lonely
At night I can only dream about you
Girl you're on my mind
Nearly all of the time
It's so hard being here without you.
Words in my head keep repeating
Things that you said when I was with you.
And I wonder is it true
Do you feel the same way too
It's so hard being here without you
Being here without you
Oh I know this won't last
I'll see you someday
It seems as though that day will come never
But there's one thing I'll swear
Though you're far away
I'll be thinking about you forever
Streets that I walk on depress me
Ones that were happy when I was with you
Still with all the friends I know
And with all the things I do
It's so hard being here without you
Being here without you.

Sunday, January 09, 2005 @ 2:46 PM

First week of school. time passes soooo quickly. sec 3 life is much much busier than sec 2 life. no time to sleep in class. zz. gt lotsa things to learn. alot of homework also. amaths question driving me nuts. haha. but i still like it. Met josh ytd first thn meet up with the others to "play" badminton. But din even step into the court. was feeling so tired even to walk. haha. so sat there n play with handphones for 3 hrs i tink. lol. watch them play lo. thn went to orchard after that. walked frm far east to lido to forum thn to tanglin mall. was crazy larhh. ate opposite forum. the food there was niceeee. thn went to meet ys n his fren at tbp. crap ard for quite long thn bud n handi send me hme. haha. on the way we had a bet. bud have to lose 10 kg in 6 mths. or else he have to wear PINK bikini or PINK tube top n mini skirt to orchard. wahahas. crazy thing. yupyup. lets hope he lose 10kg. haha. kk. tats abt it. homewrk nt done. test haven study. gonna do tat nw. cyaaa ppl!


Rise

Let's call it off
I've had enough of the games
if you could see into me
all my veins are tangled up
tied in knots
my heart beats slowly now
it's emptying into the streets
swirling straight away
down the drain and back to sea
when is the time
when you aren't in my mind
setting flames, ravaging all my dreams
when can i finally wake
to the sunlight shining on my cheeks
and the wind sweeping me away
far from every memory with your face in the frame
that'll be the day

when the sky starts burning
the earth ain't moving
we all become sane
and we rise in the morning
to kiss the scorching sun
before it falls
Wednesday, January 05, 2005 @ 8:14 PM

Sch reopens le!!! Blahh. no 2e anymore. haha. im in 3h noww!! nt as fun as last time. but..still quite alright. love amaths soooo muchh!! my fav subject for nw. anyways, hope my class will be a fun one. heez. still gt lotsa hw haven do yet. too lazy to get started. zz. go chat nw le. byeee
Saturday, January 01, 2005 @ 4:31 PM

Its a new year today. Not much different from yesterday though. Jus that the number change frm 4 to 5. zz. anywayy, saw many ppl's blog. all writing abt their new year resolution. so i start to tink abt my new year resolution. but after tinking for a long longggg time. i still duno wads my new year resolution. haha. living aimlessly. enjoying every moment of it. haha. crap. yea..soo im gonna continue thinking abt my new year resolution. i'll let you all noe whn i tink of one k. haha. anyway, happy birthday amritpal! may all your wishes come true. =] take care ppl. Happyyy neww yearrr!