Monday, November 29, 2004 @ 5:46 PM

Crap dayy. last night told my mom abt my hp. tot she would help me or sth. but she jus said no hp will die ah. thn say serve me right. thn was scolded by her. crappp. everythingss crap. she knows wad happen. its nt entirely my fault. urghhh. today saw the nick, thought he's unhappy or sth. thought of helping. forget wad i promised, forget wasn't suppose to talk to him. its my fault. but tat few words seriously shot through me. guess tat nick tat i was worried abt was for me. tink i did too much as a fren and cause all these misunderstanding. but i jus dun understand. but yea..its my fault. i broke tat promise. sorry. its not goin to happen again =] seriously promise tis time. hmm..goin to m'sia tmr. guess i'll forget everything by the time i come back. take care ppl.
Sunday, November 28, 2004 @ 8:32 PM

i hate today =(
Saturday, November 27, 2004 @ 9:00 PM

Leg so painnnnn. zz. shop with my cousin for the whole dayyyyyy. ate alot tooo. heez. top up my phone todayyy!! finally. dun need to wait until i come back frm m'sia. =] ncp's online todayy. after sooooo long. haha. miss him alott. gt so many things to tell him. but nt sure if i can tok to him anot. promise him le. =( haha. anws, even if we dun tok we'll still be frens foreverrr. hope so. lol. hope he dun see tis. >< if nt he'll laugh at me. haha. yup yup tats abt it todayy. byee ppl. =]
Thursday, November 25, 2004 @ 9:43 PM

Can anyone help me do my moreatonce? gt 3 tests..stupid. hate holiday homeworks.. choir practice tmr again.. last choir practice i tink. gonna have a concert with mhss choir. =( sian. wendy's goin to m'sia tmr. gonna miss her. i mean her crap. haha. maybe meeting her in m'sia. hehhhh =] still duno what class im going to. suckss. everyone bought their books alrdy. gonna go m'sia sooon. heez. get to see them again. so happpyyyyy. hmm..yea tats abt it. enjoy yr holidays ppl. cyaa!
Saturday, November 20, 2004 @ 1:18 PM

Ben Jelen - Falling Down


At a stoplight in the middle of the night,
Stuck in first and I wonder if I should stay
The right is history and to my left the choice is right
But this seems a little bit too hard
And all the questions come running through my mind - will I see this another way?
The simple truth is i'm falling, falling down, and I don't want to drag her through the bottom


Then she says,
"Sit in front of me, turn around you'll see, I'm all you'd ever want, all you'd ever need,
Come back into my world, you know I'm always yours"
And she makes so much sense, when she says "don't throw this away"


Its hard to know whats real when it all seems wrong
But I promise you I'll find whats going on
I just need to follow the sun before I'll know if I'll see this another way
The simple truth is I'm falling, falling down, and I don't want to drag you through the bottom


Still you say "Sit in front of me, turn around you'll see, I'm all you'd ever want, all you'd ever need,
Come back into my world, you know I'm still your girl"
And she makes so much sense, when she says "don't throw this away"


Isabell she treads so lightly, floating in her gypsy dresses
Even though her words cut deep I can't deny the truth in them
On the phone she talks a lot and me, I listen hopelessly,
So directionless, I head into oblivion.
And then I decide to give another random memory,
To remind her of the first time we sang out to the sea
Oh isabell, you always understood me,
Please isabell, forgive me now.


...and all the questions come running through my mind - will I see this another way?
The simple truth is I'm falling, falling down, and I don't want to drag you through the bottom,
No I don't want to drag you through the bottom.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004 @ 9:59 PM

yayyy!! the chn 8 drama the champion so niceee!! n the ger yi xuan chinese character is exactly the same as mine!!! mwahhsss soo happpppyyyy!!! =p
@ 8:46 PM

Haven been blogging for a few days alrdy. So updating here. choir todayyy went crazy during choir practise. haha. i irritated 2 sec 1s. stupid one laa. the sec 1s were so irritated lor. haha. was laughing lyk crazy behind. =x hope they dun see tis. hmm..had fun disturbing everyone ard me. haha. esp. rachel n rosemaryyy. =p cus no one entertained me so i had to entertain myself. lol. thn went to play badminton after tat. wif wendy n christina. saw eldds ppl. quite surprise to see them there. yea thn found out who tat peroson was. WENDY HO LOOK HERE. I WAS THE ONE WHO FOUND OUT THE NAME OF THE PERSON. THANK ME! yeaa. haha. rmb tis for yr life if u ever get to noe him. whole body aching nowww. holidayssss. boringgg. everyone out of singapore. ron nt in sg too. zz. boreddd. wendy leaving sg also. stupid. yea. leave me alone uhhh. thnkss ppl. lol. yeaa. tats abt it. byeeeeee
Saturday, November 13, 2004 @ 3:04 PM

Woke up ard 1pm todayy. slept at 7+pm ytd nite. tired lyk duno wad. din slp for 2 days during the chalet. nobody else did i tink. haha. had lotsa fun at the chalet. can read it at wendy's blog. too lazy to type everything out. haha. after chalet sent bud to the airport wif ron. thn hang ard the airport. sat at the viewing mall for many hrs. yeaa. feel lyk slping again. zz. stil feeling veri tiredd. had a slight sore throat jus nw. tink i ate too much bbq stuff. haha. quality chickenn wingss!! *yawn* yea better get bck to slp nw. cyaaa
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 @ 1:55 PM

weee!! class chalet today! til fridayyy. happpyyyyy. bbq is on thurs evening at pasir ris costa sand. anyone wana come give any 2e ppl a call. hehe. cyaa!
Saturday, November 06, 2004 @ 2:23 PM

Finally back home. So dead tired. Body aching all over from head to toe. Played too much badminton ytd. But nvm. it was funnn ytd. hehe. Had moree fun at jes house. slept at 3+ on the first night because all of them were shouting lyk crazy so i couldnt get to slp. thn woke up at 8+ thnks to wendy. went to sch lyk walking corpse. no energy at all. science camp was alright except tat rui jun fainted in the sci lab. her face was super pale. damn scaryy. thn waited for jesica for 1 hr!! stupid righttt. then went to eat with jes, wendy, christina, budi, handi, joshua and jiarong. boon tong kee!! haha. soo nice. thn the girls went up to change thn we went to play pool. had lotsa fun there too. thn went to chat at mac. until the ppl chase us off. thn couldnt find the exit. haha. went bck to the mac ppl. thn went to jes hse. slept early tat night. abt 1+. cus everyone was tired. thn nxt day woke up went for choir. after choir met bck to jes hse played badminton. ron booked the court from 3-7!!! haha. played lyk crazy. thn sent wendy to the busstop cus she needa go home early. thn went to eat dinner. went bck to jes hse for games. ps2! played tis game until 2+. all shouted lyk crazy. haha. jes bro joined in too. itss suppperrrrrrrrrr funnnnnnnnn. nxt tym go jes hse play again. thn tis mrng chris woke me up early in the mrng cus she needa go hme by 9. so reach hme by 9 thn i immediately went to my room slp again until 1+ thn wake up. still feeling tired after slping for so long. probably gonna slp again later. byeee ppl. cya!


Happy birthday ncp!! Getting a year older. take care of yrself k. enjoy yr day!

Tuesday, November 02, 2004 @ 10:15 PM

Feel much better now. hmm. have to learn to take things easy. dun give myself too much problemsss. yuppp. going to jes hse to stay ovr for a few daysss. so most probably wun be coming online. anything on jus sms me. cyaa ppl =]
Monday, November 01, 2004 @ 9:31 PM

Feel so lost. Nv felt this way before. Why are so many problems coming out of nowhere. I wana cryyy..but have no tears. I dunwan to be like this. My whole life is screwed. Everything suckss. Dunno what to do. Life wun be wad it used to be. Im really tiredd.